Wow I can't believe Christmas is almost here. I really don't know how I am going to make it through it because I am so emotional lately and I can't even begin to think about it without Savannah. If it wasn't for Jeramiah I am pretty sure I would be skipping it all together.
As I sit here and write this I still feel like I am going to wake up from this horrible nightmare and still be pregnant and have my pretty girl back. I freaking hate this. WHY WHY WHY I just don't get it why????? I just want my girl back here with me so badly. I feel like everywhere I go I see little baby girls and I see all these pregnant woman. It is just so freaking hard. I just miss her so very much. I just want to be able to hold her again, have her look at me, and hold my finger again. God please help me make it through the next week because I just don't know how I am going to do it. :(
On a better note! Jeramiah is going to be recognized at school for a project they did. At his school the kids got to vote on ornaments and the money they raised for voting on them is going to Riley Children's Hospital. Jeramiah emptied his dog bank and he is contributed $93.00 in honor of his sister Savannah!!! I hope he knows how proud of him I am. I have the best kids a parent could ask for <3 I LOVE YOU so very much Jeramiah!!!
I hope that all of you have a wonderful and Very Merry Christmas and if you see me and I am crying my eyes out just know that I am ok. I am just wishing that our FIGHTER GIRL was with us. I LOVE YOU so very much Savannah <3
I also wanted to add a new picture! Thank you so much Tara for taking our family pictures! Everyone should check out her work she is amazing www.jeanettepresleyphotography.com
Thursday, September 29, 2011
This picture is when we went to Florida over spring break March 2011. It was Jeramiah's first time seeing the ocean and I was 3 months pregnant with Savannah! It was such a great family vacation! I love my family!!!